i can't feel anything anymore.
everything just seems numb,
dull.
what am i living for?
why was i born?
i feel like a ship's hull;
drowned.
i cant lull myself to sleep anymore.
it seems like the thoughts have their own sound.
then, when i laughed,
the genuinity of the joy felt nice,
it made my cheeks feel warm,
now, it just feels like ice.
now, it hurts to laugh.
i feel monotonous, like a droid.
im wheezing away, trying to stay happy,
but now, all i feel is a void.
May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 1:40 AM UTC
i can't feel anything anymore.
everything just seems numb,
dull.
what am i living for?
why was i born?
i feel like a ship's hull;
drowned.
i cant lull myself to sleep anymore.
it seems like the thoughts have their own sound.
then, when i laughed,
the genuinity of the joy felt nice,
it made my cheeks feel warm,
now, it just feels like ice.
now, it hurts to laugh.
i feel monotonous, like a droid.
im wheezing away, trying to stay happy,
but now, all i feel is a void.
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