A year ago today
I considered all too much
pushing down the steady acceleration
of my sixteenth birthday present
I don't remember much.
The song "Breathe me" by Sia was playing
national anthem of bullied hearts
white noise for steel crushing
breathless air
10 minutes away from my house is the hospital
I have timed it.
6 minutes,
no red lights,
or unexpected traffic
On April 5th 2011
I prayed for unexpected traffic
broken red lights
moments of prolonged pain.
I wanted wounds for a reason
inflicted by something besides myself
because of someone else
Instead, my sixteenth birthday present
drove me to therapy
45 minutes away from my house
35 minutes away from the hopsital
Apr 5, 2012
Apr 5, 2012 at 7:33 PM UTC
A year ago today
I considered all too much
pushing down the steady acceleration
of my sixteenth birthday present
I don't remember much.
The song "Breathe me" by Sia was playing
national anthem of bullied hearts
white noise for steel crushing
breathless air
10 minutes away from my house is the hospital
I have timed it.
6 minutes,
no red lights,
or unexpected traffic
On April 5th 2011
I prayed for unexpected traffic
broken red lights
moments of prolonged pain.
I wanted wounds for a reason
inflicted by something besides myself
because of someone else
Instead, my sixteenth birthday present
drove me to therapy
45 minutes away from my house
35 minutes away from the hopsital
