My heart is healing faster and faster these days
I no longer wanted to play
In a daze
A façade
Of yesterday.
My eyes are clear
And always near
What is for sure
What is sincere
No longer being insecure.
My mind sees a future
That does not contain you
That's just a sudden truth
That I have let loose
I have relieved myself.
I have destroyed you in my being
Everything I have to give is no longer giving
I am however forgiving
For all the hate you were continuously bringing
Upon my life and you were not committing
To me or anything,
To all the drugs and alcohol you were submitting
I'm not even kidding
You were using reverse psychology
And I was believing.
This is the letter
I will never send
Just wanted to play pretend
Because I can believe now that this is the end.
Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 6:08 PM UTC
My heart is healing faster and faster these days
I no longer wanted to play
In a daze
A façade
Of yesterday.
My eyes are clear
And always near
What is for sure
What is sincere
No longer being insecure.
My mind sees a future
That does not contain you
That's just a sudden truth
That I have let loose
I have relieved myself.
I have destroyed you in my being
Everything I have to give is no longer giving
I am however forgiving
For all the hate you were continuously bringing
Upon my life and you were not committing
To me or anything,
To all the drugs and alcohol you were submitting
I'm not even kidding
You were using reverse psychology
And I was believing.
This is the letter
I will never send
Just wanted to play pretend
Because I can believe now that this is the end.
