Why can’t I have you?
We’ve never been close
Well, some nights we get deep
I guess I just feel you deserved it
So why not every night?
You have friends you like to tease?
Yes
Is it fun to you?
Sometimes
So you enjoy jokingly suffering them?
Not when you put it that way
Attacking their insecurities?
Calling out their faults?
Highlighting their flaws?
Igniting the flames already blazing in their bodies?
Covering up your own?
Through laughter of another’s?
That’s why I hide from you
I fear you
You’re a bully
A punisher
A smile’s worst enemy
So why not every night?
Until you use me to dream
To seek positive change in yourself
I will be your restless nightmare
And I don’t need me
As much as you do
So I will
I will
Watch you suffer
Mar 8, 2017
Mar 8, 2017 at 2:33 AM UTC
Why can’t I have you?
We’ve never been close
Well, some nights we get deep
I guess I just feel you deserved it
So why not every night?
You have friends you like to tease?
Yes
Is it fun to you?
Sometimes
So you enjoy jokingly suffering them?
Not when you put it that way
Attacking their insecurities?
Calling out their faults?
Highlighting their flaws?
Igniting the flames already blazing in their bodies?
Covering up your own?
Through laughter of another’s?
That’s why I hide from you
I fear you
You’re a bully
A punisher
A smile’s worst enemy
So why not every night?
Until you use me to dream
To seek positive change in yourself
I will be your restless nightmare
And I don’t need me
As much as you do
So I will
I will
Watch you suffer
