Decided to run with him today.
Have the windpipe burned.
Which it has, though didn’t think
my tongue would grasp the air this way—
reach out further than the dog’s.
Should’ve been just a wet towel
hung red over a balcony for the sun.
Instead I’ve discovered
mine is thickly wanting.
A bloodied wormhead.
Collapsed and writhing in a drain.
Sore, it’s been lopped. Beaten—cut.
By words which, kept crammed,
find their sharpness—my not-knowing-how
to listen to them heard.
So forms my residue of jilted buds.
Their shrivel in the mouth.
On a dead tongue.
While his, it seems, lives. Always kindly out.
Not only on the run. And his thoughts
are surely just as strong.
Being outrun, I’ll try to imitate.
On the way back—lap air by the wind
of my breath. Keep cool by releasing
from my tongue. Only heat.
Mar 27, 2012
Mar 27, 2012 at 7:54 PM UTC
Decided to run with him today.
Have the windpipe burned.
Which it has, though didn’t think
my tongue would grasp the air this way—
reach out further than the dog’s.
Should’ve been just a wet towel
hung red over a balcony for the sun.
Instead I’ve discovered
mine is thickly wanting.
A bloodied wormhead.
Collapsed and writhing in a drain.
Sore, it’s been lopped. Beaten—cut.
By words which, kept crammed,
find their sharpness—my not-knowing-how
to listen to them heard.
So forms my residue of jilted buds.
Their shrivel in the mouth.
On a dead tongue.
While his, it seems, lives. Always kindly out.
Not only on the run. And his thoughts
are surely just as strong.
Being outrun, I’ll try to imitate.
On the way back—lap air by the wind
of my breath. Keep cool by releasing
from my tongue. Only heat.
