I don't want to ask,
because I know what he'll say
I don't want to look,
because I know what I'll find
I'm afraid that the thoughts consuming me
the thoughts telling me
"He is the same person doing the same things like before"
I'm afraid they're right, that they're true
And I'm afraid that every piece of hope I had left
hoping he wouldn't hurt me again,
that he'd stay true to his word
I am afraid that my hope will be disrupted
And I will be in pain again
I love him so,
sometimes even too much to want to let go
Even when knowing what the truth may be
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 2:15 PM UTC
I don't want to ask,
because I know what he'll say
I don't want to look,
because I know what I'll find
I'm afraid that the thoughts consuming me
the thoughts telling me
"He is the same person doing the same things like before"
I'm afraid they're right, that they're true
And I'm afraid that every piece of hope I had left
hoping he wouldn't hurt me again,
that he'd stay true to his word
I am afraid that my hope will be disrupted
And I will be in pain again
I love him so,
sometimes even too much to want to let go
Even when knowing what the truth may be
