when i feel down
for knowing i know
i don’t not
stoop low
i cut morbid
short circuits shorter
for torture. torn rapture
it incapacitates
and breaks order.
to do so
i con endorphins.
i feel small.
especially
when they grow
and go.
and i'm here. more
alone.
than ever before.
i resort not
to overflown words
nor spilled souls
poor or porous
they transform whole
into prose seldom spoke
almost as though
forced forward
fueled by formerly
foreign
external forces
and i'm a foreigner.
and i'm a xenophobe.
and i am
a vagabond gone rogue
to enforce laws and propose chaos
my thoughts provoke.
i ****** them to
withdraw.
they pass it on.
they're why i’m so
withdrawn.
to belong, i pass it forth.
and i'm so far gone
regardless, i will
keep
withdrawing.
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 9:49 AM UTC
when i feel down
for knowing i know
i don’t not
stoop low
i cut morbid
short circuits shorter
for torture. torn rapture
it incapacitates
and breaks order.
to do so
i con endorphins.
i feel small.
especially
when they grow
and go.
and i'm here. more
alone.
than ever before.
i resort not
to overflown words
nor spilled souls
poor or porous
they transform whole
into prose seldom spoke
almost as though
forced forward
fueled by formerly
foreign
external forces
and i'm a foreigner.
and i'm a xenophobe.
and i am
a vagabond gone rogue
to enforce laws and propose chaos
my thoughts provoke.
i ****** them to
withdraw.
they pass it on.
they're why i’m so
withdrawn.
to belong, i pass it forth.
and i'm so far gone
regardless, i will
keep
withdrawing.
