*He isn't who I thought he was and I think that's what hurts most. I talked about him as if he put every star in the sky and knew them all by name. I always took pride in his dedication to me, to us. Everyone wanted a love like ours. Effortless. Enchanting. Constant obsessing over one another. But things changed and life happened and he became someone I don't know. He hurt me the most and it was silly of me to believe in him- that he could fix me. I have always known love could make a person mad, but holy **** I am going ******* insane. I'm disgusted with how much more I have loved him than myself. Chance after chance, his actions spoke louder than his words and he didn't choose me. You would think that hurts worse than anything, but wow... I was so sure I knew him. I was so sure of him, of us. And that, is what hurts the most*
Feb 13, 2017
Feb 13, 2017 at 1:22 AM UTC
*He isn't who I thought he was and I think that's what hurts most. I talked about him as if he put every star in the sky and knew them all by name. I always took pride in his dedication to me, to us. Everyone wanted a love like ours. Effortless. Enchanting. Constant obsessing over one another. But things changed and life happened and he became someone I don't know. He hurt me the most and it was silly of me to believe in him- that he could fix me. I have always known love could make a person mad, but holy **** I am going ******* insane. I'm disgusted with how much more I have loved him than myself. Chance after chance, his actions spoke louder than his words and he didn't choose me. You would think that hurts worse than anything, but wow... I was so sure I knew him. I was so sure of him, of us. And that, is what hurts the most*
