They made me **** my family
As I stabbed I found I did not love them
They had me throw away my belongings
As they rotted I finally saw the delirium they had me under
They stole all my memories
As each was grabbed I was belittled
The expected them to matter
They chocked out all my emotions
As they strangled I lacked the will to gasp
They gave me spider veins
and ejection marks
and thumps where the love had been poured into me
They told me what was right
and what was wrong
and what I should do
and what I have done
They gave me a life
As I wanted to end mine
Mar 24, 2012
Mar 24, 2012 at 9:46 PM UTC
They made me **** my family
As I stabbed I found I did not love them
They had me throw away my belongings
As they rotted I finally saw the delirium they had me under
They stole all my memories
As each was grabbed I was belittled
The expected them to matter
They chocked out all my emotions
As they strangled I lacked the will to gasp
They gave me spider veins
and ejection marks
and thumps where the love had been poured into me
They told me what was right
and what was wrong
and what I should do
and what I have done
They gave me a life
As I wanted to end mine
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