i am a ball of fire in a house of hay just waiting to ignite
i wonder what the cool taste of water is would be against my hot fiery body
i hear my arms my arms my chest crackling with flame
i see a sleeping boy a crying woman a man hunched over with no knowledge of the fire under their feet
i want to be real to ignite and burn this house to the ground
i am not real
i pretend to be real to be made of water but if you could just push through my god i would burn you
i feel the throb the pulse of a deeper hotter brighter fire one that i can only imagine
i touch my burning body and wish a thousand times that i could just burn out here alone
i cry tears of water but never enough to put out the fire that races across my skin
i am going to burn you
i understand that you will try to scrub away the ash and the burns and the memory of what i am
i say that i am fire and you say that i am a disgust a disappointment
i dream of you enveloping me in your arms not caring of the fire that will cling to your body
i try to believe that
i hope for that i want and will for that but all i can know is that the fire will come
i am burning and i am unchangeable
Jan 30, 2017
Jan 30, 2017 at 6:30 AM UTC
i am a ball of fire in a house of hay just waiting to ignite
i wonder what the cool taste of water is would be against my hot fiery body
i hear my arms my arms my chest crackling with flame
i see a sleeping boy a crying woman a man hunched over with no knowledge of the fire under their feet
i want to be real to ignite and burn this house to the ground
i am not real
i pretend to be real to be made of water but if you could just push through my god i would burn you
i feel the throb the pulse of a deeper hotter brighter fire one that i can only imagine
i touch my burning body and wish a thousand times that i could just burn out here alone
i cry tears of water but never enough to put out the fire that races across my skin
i am going to burn you
i understand that you will try to scrub away the ash and the burns and the memory of what i am
i say that i am fire and you say that i am a disgust a disappointment
i dream of you enveloping me in your arms not caring of the fire that will cling to your body
i try to believe that
i hope for that i want and will for that but all i can know is that the fire will come
i am burning and i am unchangeable
