12/24/2016
to G.G.
*"When the sons of Princeton
Gather anywhere,
There’s a place they think of,
Longing to be there.
It’s the one and only
University,
Situated and celebrated
In New Jersey
-Traditional Princetonian song, "Going Back to Nassau Hall"*
You worried I
wouldn't contact you again
I laughed because it was funny.
I'd told you
my favorite beach boys song
was That's Not Me
He moves to the city and regrets it
I guess maybe the feeling of being in
over my head prevailed in my life.
Speaking of which–
we sat in the deserted
Prospect Garden
where Fitzgerald did once
And it was donated in 1879
people wrote of it:
"Its grounds, like eden"
I wondered if this was ephemeral
looked hard for the temptation.
I didn't see any fruit trees.
I stared straight ahead on the bench
into the piercing dark
English Yew
behind us
and the red gravel.
I said:
"I can't use thin spoons"
I didn't look at you when I did.
"When you say that,"
A pointedly deep breath
I turn to you.
You continue: "I feel like I love you."
I laughed, not because
it was funny
But I laughed in its simplest form-
Is it not an expression of human happiness?
You told me that you
didn't know why
I seemed to
Dislike the things
that made me great
I laughed because it was funny
And turned to kiss you
you were the first person to ever say
I was "absolutely" beautiful
What do you say to that? I
smiled and
tried to not look
At you in a way that
betrayed to you the feelings
I was trying so very hard to conceal–
they said this:
That I was starting to feel the affects
of a very deep fondness.
As time passes
my poetry, more
succinct.
i fear i am losing it
but does it
matter?
we'd talked about vanitas.
it was hard to say goodbye
and i
turned to you as you walked away
focused on the way you walk
watched you become smaller
and went out to the car.
in front of nassau hall
and i
thought of the next time.
Dec 24, 2016
Dec 24, 2016 at 4:11 PM UTC
12/24/2016
to G.G.
*"When the sons of Princeton
Gather anywhere,
There’s a place they think of,
Longing to be there.
It’s the one and only
University,
Situated and celebrated
In New Jersey
-Traditional Princetonian song, "Going Back to Nassau Hall"*
You worried I
wouldn't contact you again
I laughed because it was funny.
I'd told you
my favorite beach boys song
was That's Not Me
He moves to the city and regrets it
I guess maybe the feeling of being in
over my head prevailed in my life.
Speaking of which–
we sat in the deserted
Prospect Garden
where Fitzgerald did once
And it was donated in 1879
people wrote of it:
"Its grounds, like eden"
I wondered if this was ephemeral
looked hard for the temptation.
I didn't see any fruit trees.
I stared straight ahead on the bench
into the piercing dark
English Yew
behind us
and the red gravel.
I said:
"I can't use thin spoons"
I didn't look at you when I did.
"When you say that,"
A pointedly deep breath
I turn to you.
You continue: "I feel like I love you."
I laughed, not because
it was funny
But I laughed in its simplest form-
Is it not an expression of human happiness?
You told me that you
didn't know why
I seemed to
Dislike the things
that made me great
I laughed because it was funny
And turned to kiss you
you were the first person to ever say
I was "absolutely" beautiful
What do you say to that? I
smiled and
tried to not look
At you in a way that
betrayed to you the feelings
I was trying so very hard to conceal–
they said this:
That I was starting to feel the affects
of a very deep fondness.
As time passes
my poetry, more
succinct.
i fear i am losing it
but does it
matter?
we'd talked about vanitas.
it was hard to say goodbye
and i
turned to you as you walked away
focused on the way you walk
watched you become smaller
and went out to the car.
in front of nassau hall
and i
thought of the next time.