I am soft-hearted,
And Sapphic.
But she is not a human girl
Anymore.
Every time I lay her to rest,
She rises
Like a phoenix.
Or a zombie.
She is soft-bodied.
Empty-headed.
Empty-hearted.
She is rotten to me.
All memory of her,
Warm woman,
Is gone now.
Her body is a dead thing.
A shell, only good for gutting.
My heart is spilling.
My insides are gooey.
They slip between other girl's hands-
Repulsive.
Hazardous.
A lost cause.
My heart is a terminal case.
Until it's replaced,
I am all robot.
Hard-bodied.
Hard-headed.
Empty-hearted.
Every girl
Who gives me the kiss-of-life
Is cursed.
I search for a shell
To put my dead into.
But she is in cahoots
With the rotted.
All I want
Is a soft-hearted girl
To lay with.
To lay me down
To rest.
To love to death.
Dec 2, 2016
Dec 2, 2016 at 1:58 PM UTC
I am soft-hearted,
And Sapphic.
But she is not a human girl
Anymore.
Every time I lay her to rest,
She rises
Like a phoenix.
Or a zombie.
She is soft-bodied.
Empty-headed.
Empty-hearted.
She is rotten to me.
All memory of her,
Warm woman,
Is gone now.
Her body is a dead thing.
A shell, only good for gutting.
My heart is spilling.
My insides are gooey.
They slip between other girl's hands-
Repulsive.
Hazardous.
A lost cause.
My heart is a terminal case.
Until it's replaced,
I am all robot.
Hard-bodied.
Hard-headed.
Empty-hearted.
Every girl
Who gives me the kiss-of-life
Is cursed.
I search for a shell
To put my dead into.
But she is in cahoots
With the rotted.
All I want
Is a soft-hearted girl
To lay with.
To lay me down
To rest.
To love to death.
