*why do i keep doing this
to become and unbecome
at the same time
i want to change
yet i want to be the same
i want to go
yet i want to stay
i keep telling myself to do it
but i always find reasons not to
i keep pushing myself to let go
but i find reasons to hold on
i want to be me
but i don't know who i am
i want to change the world
but i'm the one who needs saving
**here i am screaming
without letting myself be heard***
Nov 1, 2016
Nov 1, 2016 at 1:46 PM UTC
*why do i keep doing this
to become and unbecome
at the same time
i want to change
yet i want to be the same
i want to go
yet i want to stay
i keep telling myself to do it
but i always find reasons not to
i keep pushing myself to let go
but i find reasons to hold on
i want to be me
but i don't know who i am
i want to change the world
but i'm the one who needs saving
**here i am screaming
without letting myself be heard***