Am I an Alcoholic?

ThoughtsofaYoungAdult Poems

They say if you have to ask yourself then the answer is probably "yes" There's such a fine line between normies and the cursed Me? I've been on both sides I can tell you that a heroine addict is an addict I can tell you some people really are sick But I still look at myself and just think "?" My life isn't unmanageable Sometimes I do drink too much On occasion I do stupid things I regret in the morning Mostly though, I'm okay Then it happens... A trigger And I'm suddenly feeling out of control My life becomes a drunken blur and I can't see clearly anymore Then just as quickly as it started, it stops Normie life resumes as if I had never gone away But is it really stopping if a pattern is appearing? If I am would I be able to admit it? Maybe I've convinced myself to logically justify a problem Maybe... Or maybe I'm just young doing what young people do Here I am back at square one again The internal struggle that is me