I had to give up my sexcapes
I started to form an addiction
and realized the control I thought
I had, had me.
No more did it become my great
escapes but left me feeling
confused and unamused...
**** it was getting hard for
me to breathe.
It was hard for me to believe
that I had sunken to that level
treating my body as a worthless
vessel, digging holes in my
soul and I was holding the
shovel.
**** that's deep...
had to look there for
the parts of me I
had lost.
Guess you can say I
got caught up in the sauce.
The satisfaction became a
fraction. Divided myself
in half and was left
with nothing.
Half a mind, half a soul, half
a body I was walking
around incomplete.
You see I forgot I was a
sun Ray and was my beacon
of hope... promise.
I promised myself to never
travel back down that path
I picked a dandelion and
made a wish.
With help from God I'm
walking on rainbows to
my own *** of gold.
Gotta give Him praise because
sometimes the road got a lil' rough
but I remained strong.
My journey taught me
to be tough.
Taught me to endure
and have faith.
Now today I'm
celebrating because
my life is a parade.
Sep 28, 2016
Sep 28, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
I had to give up my sexcapes
I started to form an addiction
and realized the control I thought
I had, had me.
No more did it become my great
escapes but left me feeling
confused and unamused...
**** it was getting hard for
me to breathe.
It was hard for me to believe
that I had sunken to that level
treating my body as a worthless
vessel, digging holes in my
soul and I was holding the
shovel.
**** that's deep...
had to look there for
the parts of me I
had lost.
Guess you can say I
got caught up in the sauce.
The satisfaction became a
fraction. Divided myself
in half and was left
with nothing.
Half a mind, half a soul, half
a body I was walking
around incomplete.
You see I forgot I was a
sun Ray and was my beacon
of hope... promise.
I promised myself to never
travel back down that path
I picked a dandelion and
made a wish.
With help from God I'm
walking on rainbows to
my own *** of gold.
Gotta give Him praise because
sometimes the road got a lil' rough
but I remained strong.
My journey taught me
to be tough.
Taught me to endure
and have faith.
Now today I'm
celebrating because
my life is a parade.
