it will always fascinate and horrify me
how the people responsible for bringing you into this world
are the ones who make you rapidly sift through the file cabinet in your mind labeled "suicide attempts you haven't tried yet" in order to exit it
young girl,
you will scream at the top of your lungs
and they will call your cries crazy and your eyes will swell
young lady,
you will run down the streets of a city that will consume you
and you will pray it gets to you before they do
and you will age and you will return
maybe for a visit, maybe for a funeral, maybe for an answer
and you will be quieter, softer, and a little less angry
you might not understand why they pinned you in a corner
or locked you in the garage
or tried to quite literally **** you
you might not understand why they bought you plane tickets
and cars and shiny new things
you might be haunted by long car rides, equally terrible in silence or otherwise
"you know we love you"
"i know"
say it back
say it back, you ungrateful *****
you want to complain about how oppressed you are but they gave you everything, didn't they
everything money could buy, right
what else mattered?
**** your spiritual sanity and intangible desires
what kind of hippie nonsense are you whining about this time
ungrateful
******* ungrateful
then leave
run away (again)
you won't have us when you come back
come back
how dare you abandon us
******* ungrateful *****
don't you know we love you
at least say thank you
at least say thank you
at least say thank you
Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 9:07 PM UTC
it will always fascinate and horrify me
how the people responsible for bringing you into this world
are the ones who make you rapidly sift through the file cabinet in your mind labeled "suicide attempts you haven't tried yet" in order to exit it
young girl,
you will scream at the top of your lungs
and they will call your cries crazy and your eyes will swell
young lady,
you will run down the streets of a city that will consume you
and you will pray it gets to you before they do
and you will age and you will return
maybe for a visit, maybe for a funeral, maybe for an answer
and you will be quieter, softer, and a little less angry
you might not understand why they pinned you in a corner
or locked you in the garage
or tried to quite literally **** you
you might not understand why they bought you plane tickets
and cars and shiny new things
you might be haunted by long car rides, equally terrible in silence or otherwise
"you know we love you"
"i know"
say it back
say it back, you ungrateful *****
you want to complain about how oppressed you are but they gave you everything, didn't they
everything money could buy, right
what else mattered?
**** your spiritual sanity and intangible desires
what kind of hippie nonsense are you whining about this time
ungrateful
******* ungrateful
then leave
run away (again)
you won't have us when you come back
come back
how dare you abandon us
******* ungrateful *****
don't you know we love you
at least say thank you
at least say thank you
at least say thank you
