I never thought I'd be
Unstable
I never thought
I'd want to die
I never thought
The thought of cutting myself
Would be so appealing
How am I so
unstable?
I take all of these
pills
Just like I'm told
I talk to a counselor
But I still feel unwhole
It seems as if no matter what I do
I'm still unstable
My mind is in constant
panic
Thousands and thousands
Of whispers
Rush through my head
Everything up there
Has been painted black
So now I can't see
I can't hear
I can't do anything
Because I'm so
Unstable
My body moves
My body breaths
My heart pumps
My skin bleeds
But I'm....
I'm gone.....
I've disappeared
Never to be seen again
Because my mind...
Is UNSTABLE
Sep 20, 2016
Sep 20, 2016 at 8:25 AM UTC
I never thought I'd be
Unstable
I never thought
I'd want to die
I never thought
The thought of cutting myself
Would be so appealing
How am I so
unstable?
I take all of these
pills
Just like I'm told
I talk to a counselor
But I still feel unwhole
It seems as if no matter what I do
I'm still unstable
My mind is in constant
panic
Thousands and thousands
Of whispers
Rush through my head
Everything up there
Has been painted black
So now I can't see
I can't hear
I can't do anything
Because I'm so
Unstable
My body moves
My body breaths
My heart pumps
My skin bleeds
But I'm....
I'm gone.....
I've disappeared
Never to be seen again
Because my mind...
Is UNSTABLE
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