Inside these cold sterile walls
Somewhere between life and death
I sit in somber solitude
As the white coat solemnly approaches
I gauge the countenance
Tremulous mess ....
.. upon bated breath
Suddenly... I was moving
Past the speed of light
Straight through all the darkness
Of this obscenity
Platitudes passed along
On paper plates of awkwardness
This reproachful atropos night
Suddenly slamming the brakes
Screeching all the way up to the guardrail
At the very edge of eternity
There at the rail I cursed the Gods
In a voice as loud as anything I've never ever heard
A voice so shaky
As to create an echo
In its own formation
While this silent gravity of infinity
Absorbs every single word
Even inside my head I could not hear
Anything of what I might imagine ...
... that I had screamed
Still I felt an internal satisfaction...
..... At the very action
Then I turned and WE walked back down my path
For weeks and weeks it seems
Past visions of serene beauty... of OUR.shared history
That no mere mortal ...might hope to see even in dreams
As if I were suddenly ****** awake
By someone speaking my name
White coat speaking
And there I sat
Inside these cold sterile walls
Somewhere between life and death
I began catching up to my suspended breath
I watched as he mouthed all of the words...
... that I never heard
I had already seen everything
Written on his face... When he first appeared
Long before this final approach
Everything had already been said
That ever needed to be said
For on that long slow walk back along the path
I had been- in lockstep- hand in hand- sharing the exquisite beauty - with my love - my heart - my friend - who had reached their end
Nothing needed to be said
I already knew
So I took a step - stepping around death
Took a deep breath... exhaled
It's never ever easy... But life does go on
Sep 16, 2016
Sep 16, 2016 at 11:57 PM UTC
Inside these cold sterile walls
Somewhere between life and death
I sit in somber solitude
As the white coat solemnly approaches
I gauge the countenance
Tremulous mess ....
.. upon bated breath
Suddenly... I was moving
Past the speed of light
Straight through all the darkness
Of this obscenity
Platitudes passed along
On paper plates of awkwardness
This reproachful atropos night
Suddenly slamming the brakes
Screeching all the way up to the guardrail
At the very edge of eternity
There at the rail I cursed the Gods
In a voice as loud as anything I've never ever heard
A voice so shaky
As to create an echo
In its own formation
While this silent gravity of infinity
Absorbs every single word
Even inside my head I could not hear
Anything of what I might imagine ...
... that I had screamed
Still I felt an internal satisfaction...
..... At the very action
Then I turned and WE walked back down my path
For weeks and weeks it seems
Past visions of serene beauty... of OUR.shared history
That no mere mortal ...might hope to see even in dreams
As if I were suddenly ****** awake
By someone speaking my name
White coat speaking
And there I sat
Inside these cold sterile walls
Somewhere between life and death
I began catching up to my suspended breath
I watched as he mouthed all of the words...
... that I never heard
I had already seen everything
Written on his face... When he first appeared
Long before this final approach
Everything had already been said
That ever needed to be said
For on that long slow walk back along the path
I had been- in lockstep- hand in hand- sharing the exquisite beauty - with my love - my heart - my friend - who had reached their end
Nothing needed to be said
I already knew
So I took a step - stepping around death
Took a deep breath... exhaled
It's never ever easy... But life does go on
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