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my day - a chaotic downward spiral angry, entitled faces glare at me expect me to juggle thirteen flaming tennis ***** while running full speed ahead to their every beck and call like, when your computer gets a virus and fifty-five million tabs pop up careening out of control giving no chance to even close out of one - a clusterfuck of stress when I finally get my ten-minute break I sit outside - alone - can't deal with one more ******* person just let me smoke my cigarette calm my anxiety ***** my head back in in solitude before walking back through the gates of hell don't smoke those, you're killing yourself. no ******* way I had no idea do I know you? you're certainly not family, nor a friend definitely not someone who gives a **** about my health or well-being what if I want to **** myself? what if that's my goal? who ARE you to tell me what to do? maybe, you think your input will resonate inside of me *holy **** he's right* put down the pack for good maybe, you just want to feel like you're a good person boost your ego thinking you did something nice helped in one way all you do is make me want another leave me the **** alone a cigarette is not an open invitation to talk about my health to comment on my life **** off I don't care what you say your words aren't important to me just like I am not important to you mind your own ******* business
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Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 9:51 PM UTC
I NEED A PLACE TO VENT, JUST LET ME VENT
my day - a chaotic downward spiral angry, entitled faces glare at me expect me to juggle thirteen flaming tennis ***** while running full speed ahead to their every beck and call like, when your computer gets a virus and fifty-five million tabs pop up careening out of control giving no chance to even close out of one - a clusterfuck of stress when I finally get my ten-minute break I sit outside - alone - can't deal with one more ******* person just let me smoke my cigarette calm my anxiety ***** my head back in in solitude before walking back through the gates of hell don't smoke those, you're killing yourself. no ******* way I had no idea do I know you? you're certainly not family, nor a friend definitely not someone who gives a **** about my health or well-being what if I want to **** myself? what if that's my goal? who ARE you to tell me what to do? maybe, you think your input will resonate inside of me *holy **** he's right* put down the pack for good maybe, you just want to feel like you're a good person boost your ego thinking you did something nice helped in one way all you do is make me want another leave me the **** alone a cigarette is not an open invitation to talk about my health to comment on my life **** off I don't care what you say your words aren't important to me just like I am not important to you mind your own ******* business
angry, mean, cranky, what-fucking-ever people need to learn to keep their mouths shut
#addiction#depression#anger#frustration#strangers#mad#work#nicotine
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beckybabe
29/F
Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 9:51 PM UTC
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