Bright red hickey
branding your neck
I can’t help but stare
Fighting back the tears
I almost ******* hate you
I want to flip the table
scream
but I sit in silence
The sight of it guts me
uppercut to chest
with the sharpest knife
Each word
spilling out
your mouth
disgusting
like maggots
one by one
cuts me deeper
The thought of her
infected lips
kissing you
makes me want to *****
Im not even supposed to care
you make it look so easy
Just let me hate you
because I know I won’t
Feb 13, 2012
Feb 13, 2012 at 2:24 PM UTC
Bright red hickey
branding your neck
I can’t help but stare
Fighting back the tears
I almost ******* hate you
I want to flip the table
scream
but I sit in silence
The sight of it guts me
uppercut to chest
with the sharpest knife
Each word
spilling out
your mouth
disgusting
like maggots
one by one
cuts me deeper
The thought of her
infected lips
kissing you
makes me want to *****
Im not even supposed to care
you make it look so easy
Just let me hate you
because I know I won’t
Not my usual style of writing, it was in the moment and I let my emotions run through me.