the aftertaste of loss and failure coats my mouth
as i slur my apologies to the wind and
stumble my way to my front door
i try not to blame myself for how things
turned out to be but when people say there's
a whole universe inside of you it's hard to sleep
soundly at night
because how could i contain multitudes
but not be able to do anything when people come
and make me feel like a house
being emptied out of its furnitures and picture frames
even ghosts seem to shun my presence but
wouldn't it be perplexing to say that it's because
i am doing a better job of being a phantom than them?
or maybe it's because of this camouflage suit that
i'm always wearing that is making me invisible
and i want to know if stripping it off means
i am finally surrendering
when you see what the inside of my head looks like
you will see a ghost town inside a snow globe
and there are fault lines everywhere
Aug 11, 2016
Aug 11, 2016 at 11:31 AM UTC
the aftertaste of loss and failure coats my mouth
as i slur my apologies to the wind and
stumble my way to my front door
i try not to blame myself for how things
turned out to be but when people say there's
a whole universe inside of you it's hard to sleep
soundly at night
because how could i contain multitudes
but not be able to do anything when people come
and make me feel like a house
being emptied out of its furnitures and picture frames
even ghosts seem to shun my presence but
wouldn't it be perplexing to say that it's because
i am doing a better job of being a phantom than them?
or maybe it's because of this camouflage suit that
i'm always wearing that is making me invisible
and i want to know if stripping it off means
i am finally surrendering
when you see what the inside of my head looks like
you will see a ghost town inside a snow globe
and there are fault lines everywhere
