That first night
You didn't touch me
You didn't kiss me
I thought you couldn't care less
Then you touched my waist
And kissed my lips
And I couldn't help
But come back for more
To be yours
Wasn't what I intended
To feel so alone without you
Was never the plan
You were supposed to be
A passing thought
A stitch for my broken heart
The kind that disolve
When no longer needed
How did you catch me
Like a mouse in a trap
I am small and weak
And you are all too enticing
Now I'm terrified
Losing my mind
Because I'm too familiar
With what happens
When my heart shows its passions
Baby please
Don't hurt me
I don't think I could take
Another fall
Not from a height so tall
Don't prove me
And my tragic mind right
I want nothing more
Than to see that famous light
The one that people are drawn to
The one that I thought I saw
But ended up being another
Deep dark black hole after all
I don't want to be so stupid
As to be hopeful again
But i can't help praying
This dream doesn't end
So baby
Don't hurt me
I'm much more fragile
Than I seem
Prone to bruising
And scarring
I might as well
Start tying my own noose
Because I know the truth
Of what is to come
But knowing won't make it
Hurt any less than I expect
Im begging you
Please
Don't drop me from
Your precious mind
Don't make me
Take my hands
And lose them in
My hair
Just keep me close
Pretend to care
When I cry
At least tell me
Things will be alright
I'm in over my head
But that's nothing new
And I should have known
Not to get too close to you
But here we are
And I need you to see
That I've accidentally
Given you the power
To **** me
Be mindful of your strength
And the way which words
Roll off your tongue
Because I'll take every one
As a sign of what is to come
Be gentle with me
Handle with care
Because I have a habit
Of caring too much
And I'm trying not to
I swear
I'm trying not to let you
And your beautiful face
Affect me so deeply
To strike me so true
But I'll pick up
On the tiny ways
Your voice will change
When you decide
I'm too much
And you've had enough
Don't hurt me
The way I imagine you will
I know you can see
The terror in me
So do your best
To **** me with ease
Make it fast
Make it painless
Make me want it
Do something so despicable
That I **** you instead
**** us
I know you won't
But I can only dream
It's the only way
To lessen the inevitable pain
Otherwise
Just hold me
Tight so I feel safe
Close so I can hear your heart
Hopefully it wants me
Just as mine wants to stay alive
Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 12:41 AM UTC
That first night
You didn't touch me
You didn't kiss me
I thought you couldn't care less
Then you touched my waist
And kissed my lips
And I couldn't help
But come back for more
To be yours
Wasn't what I intended
To feel so alone without you
Was never the plan
You were supposed to be
A passing thought
A stitch for my broken heart
The kind that disolve
When no longer needed
How did you catch me
Like a mouse in a trap
I am small and weak
And you are all too enticing
Now I'm terrified
Losing my mind
Because I'm too familiar
With what happens
When my heart shows its passions
Baby please
Don't hurt me
I don't think I could take
Another fall
Not from a height so tall
Don't prove me
And my tragic mind right
I want nothing more
Than to see that famous light
The one that people are drawn to
The one that I thought I saw
But ended up being another
Deep dark black hole after all
I don't want to be so stupid
As to be hopeful again
But i can't help praying
This dream doesn't end
So baby
Don't hurt me
I'm much more fragile
Than I seem
Prone to bruising
And scarring
I might as well
Start tying my own noose
Because I know the truth
Of what is to come
But knowing won't make it
Hurt any less than I expect
Im begging you
Please
Don't drop me from
Your precious mind
Don't make me
Take my hands
And lose them in
My hair
Just keep me close
Pretend to care
When I cry
At least tell me
Things will be alright
I'm in over my head
But that's nothing new
And I should have known
Not to get too close to you
But here we are
And I need you to see
That I've accidentally
Given you the power
To **** me
Be mindful of your strength
And the way which words
Roll off your tongue
Because I'll take every one
As a sign of what is to come
Be gentle with me
Handle with care
Because I have a habit
Of caring too much
And I'm trying not to
I swear
I'm trying not to let you
And your beautiful face
Affect me so deeply
To strike me so true
But I'll pick up
On the tiny ways
Your voice will change
When you decide
I'm too much
And you've had enough
Don't hurt me
The way I imagine you will
I know you can see
The terror in me
So do your best
To **** me with ease
Make it fast
Make it painless
Make me want it
Do something so despicable
That I **** you instead
**** us
I know you won't
But I can only dream
It's the only way
To lessen the inevitable pain
Otherwise
Just hold me
Tight so I feel safe
Close so I can hear your heart
Hopefully it wants me
Just as mine wants to stay alive
