I hate this feeling of dread
knowing that no matter how I prepare myself
I won't be able to stop it
No matter who I surround myself with
I cannot stop the inevitable feeling
that I will feel
When I am away from my family
even for a single day
I can't hide from the feeling
of homesick
and I don't think it will change
Jul 24, 2016
Jul 24, 2016 at 1:22 AM UTC
I hate this feeling of dread
knowing that no matter how I prepare myself
I won't be able to stop it
No matter who I surround myself with
I cannot stop the inevitable feeling
that I will feel
When I am away from my family
even for a single day
I can't hide from the feeling
of homesick
and I don't think it will change
I know people say being homesick is good. It means you belong somewhere. But I always wonder... What happens when I'm older and alone. When I'm not constantly surrounded by a loving family? What will I do then. I wish I were more independent.
