We marvel at
the smell of the white clover.
It is a baked in smell right now,
the heat is oppressive, crushing
The smell of the clover, and this
cigarette are the only reason we’re
out here.
Smarter, healthier people are inside,
in the air-conditioning, nursing a beer or
a lemonade, watching whatever might be on
HBO.
Returning to our respective homes,
we rejoin their much more comfortable
ranks.
(I’m curious what’s on HBO anyway.)
When the need for nicotine rises again;
cigarette in hand, opening the door, seeing
the pavement has darkened with rain.
The smell of the clover has been muted,
replaced with the brassy, metallic breeze
that rises like steam from the hot driveway,
lingering under the nose like a warm childhood
sip from the spigot.
That steam has its own odor,
rich and febrile,
rising from the superheated
surfaces of our cars.
It smells like squirt-gun suicide,
a child’s drink from the barrel of
plastic ordinance.
(Do you remember doing that?
I do.)
How terrifying that must’ve been to parents;
to see their children, in swimwear or skivvies,
******* on the end of a gun.
Perhaps they gave it less of a thought
than I do now.
I’d wager they were inside,
in the air-conditioning, nursing a beer or
a lemonade, watching whatever might be on
HBO.
Out of the early summer heat.
***
-JBClaywell
©P&ZPublications; 2016
Jun 26, 2016
Jun 26, 2016 at 10:48 AM UTC
We marvel at
the smell of the white clover.
It is a baked in smell right now,
the heat is oppressive, crushing
The smell of the clover, and this
cigarette are the only reason we’re
out here.
Smarter, healthier people are inside,
in the air-conditioning, nursing a beer or
a lemonade, watching whatever might be on
HBO.
Returning to our respective homes,
we rejoin their much more comfortable
ranks.
(I’m curious what’s on HBO anyway.)
When the need for nicotine rises again;
cigarette in hand, opening the door, seeing
the pavement has darkened with rain.
The smell of the clover has been muted,
replaced with the brassy, metallic breeze
that rises like steam from the hot driveway,
lingering under the nose like a warm childhood
sip from the spigot.
That steam has its own odor,
rich and febrile,
rising from the superheated
surfaces of our cars.
It smells like squirt-gun suicide,
a child’s drink from the barrel of
plastic ordinance.
(Do you remember doing that?
I do.)
How terrifying that must’ve been to parents;
to see their children, in swimwear or skivvies,
******* on the end of a gun.
Perhaps they gave it less of a thought
than I do now.
I’d wager they were inside,
in the air-conditioning, nursing a beer or
a lemonade, watching whatever might be on
HBO.
Out of the early summer heat.
***
-JBClaywell
©P&ZPublications; 2016
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