I sit scouring the internet
looking for some easy stimulation;
distraction more than anything
I sit alone,
a special kind of silence looming over me;
it would be petrifying if it wasn't so common
a pulsating energy bubbles inside me,
trapped, with no escape;
it just vibrates there, relentlessly
there is an itch in a cavern of my mind;
buried deep down and hidden away,
under piles of forgotten memories and unfulfilled dreams
sleep feels like a myth;
some old story told to cold scared children
to distract them from the horrors of our world
all four walls appear to be closing in;
the faces of the ones I love slowly disappearing from memory;
I am becoming someone else,
something else
it'll pass
it always does
until then I scour
Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 4:03 PM UTC
I sit scouring the internet
looking for some easy stimulation;
distraction more than anything
I sit alone,
a special kind of silence looming over me;
it would be petrifying if it wasn't so common
a pulsating energy bubbles inside me,
trapped, with no escape;
it just vibrates there, relentlessly
there is an itch in a cavern of my mind;
buried deep down and hidden away,
under piles of forgotten memories and unfulfilled dreams
sleep feels like a myth;
some old story told to cold scared children
to distract them from the horrors of our world
all four walls appear to be closing in;
the faces of the ones I love slowly disappearing from memory;
I am becoming someone else,
something else
it'll pass
it always does
until then I scour
