The truth:
I'm not okay. I'm not fine. I'm in so much pain and my heads a mess full of screaming voices.
I'm confused, lonely, and my heart hurts thinking about you.
I want you all for myself but I can't have you and it drives me crazy.
I'm always trapped in my mind over thinking. I think all the time about what could have been and what would it have been like if i just said yes.
I think of all the memories we have.
The good and the bad.
It makes me smile with tears in my eyes.
Truthfully I wish I didn't fall in love with you but then again I'm happy I did. You make me happy you also make me sad. My heart races for you and shatters at the sight of you too.
I just want to give my all and love with everything I have.
Too be free and not wonder about what could have been.
But I guess its not meant to be anyway.
The lie:
Everything's completely fine.
The truth
I'm losing this game called love.
I'm losing my individuality.
Worst of all I'm losing myself falling for you.
May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 10:32 PM UTC
The truth:
I'm not okay. I'm not fine. I'm in so much pain and my heads a mess full of screaming voices.
I'm confused, lonely, and my heart hurts thinking about you.
I want you all for myself but I can't have you and it drives me crazy.
I'm always trapped in my mind over thinking. I think all the time about what could have been and what would it have been like if i just said yes.
I think of all the memories we have.
The good and the bad.
It makes me smile with tears in my eyes.
Truthfully I wish I didn't fall in love with you but then again I'm happy I did. You make me happy you also make me sad. My heart races for you and shatters at the sight of you too.
I just want to give my all and love with everything I have.
Too be free and not wonder about what could have been.
But I guess its not meant to be anyway.
The lie:
Everything's completely fine.
The truth
I'm losing this game called love.
I'm losing my individuality.
Worst of all I'm losing myself falling for you.