my tears
remind me
I am real
my emotions
have frostbite
exposed to
such coldness
they shut off
so I feel nothing at all
then misery comes around
and warms them up
just enough
so I can
feel
the true pain I am in
how critical my state is
it's ironic
how major depression
can make me
oblivious
to how depressed
I really am
like floating inside
a storm cloud
living in gray
experiencing
nothing
but blandness
until I fall
just a small amount
and realize
I'm inside
a torrential downpour
big enough
to sink Noah and his ark
big enough
to swallow this planet whole
May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 7:18 AM UTC
my tears
remind me
I am real
my emotions
have frostbite
exposed to
such coldness
they shut off
so I feel nothing at all
then misery comes around
and warms them up
just enough
so I can
feel
the true pain I am in
how critical my state is
it's ironic
how major depression
can make me
oblivious
to how depressed
I really am
like floating inside
a storm cloud
living in gray
experiencing
nothing
but blandness
until I fall
just a small amount
and realize
I'm inside
a torrential downpour
big enough
to sink Noah and his ark
big enough
to swallow this planet whole