Far away, across the emptiness
and unbrokeness of the desert
a thousand
pebbles are strewn,
each one begging to be picked up.
In some eastern city,
a girl and her friends
wander, and laugh, and joke,
and jump, drunk. She looks
so good tonight. Her hair
wavy and long, her eyes
a thousand different wavelengths
of blue, green, amber.
In a room,
there's a bed,
a desk,
a dresser,
a bedside table.
The girl and her friends,
wandering darkening streets,
drunk, looking for the next ****
next bottle to **** dry.
Outside his window,
the setting sun reaches out
for it's last burning grasp
of skin. Scorching all day,
now it relents, but it always leaves a mark.
There's a guy in the club,
all up on her,
and she isn't trying to push him away,
even as his lips brush her neck.
In the room, in the dark,
he goes subterranean,
spending hours staring at her feed,
at her notifications,
where she's been,
and who she's with.
The brushed lips are the first warm thing
in forever,
it seems.
Going even more subterannean,
he runs through and through
all the scenarios.
He goes back and forth
in his room,
looking for something,
looking for nothing at all.
Up.
Down.
Sit.
Stand.
Calm.
Explode.
Reassure.
Anger.
And tonight the most harrowing thing,
is those lips and the strength
of pain and sorrow.
He saw,
He saw the snapchats.
Emptied him whole,
right there,
filleted his stomach
and dropped some rocks
for his way down to the bottom.
All the rights he has now:
the right to the joy of betrayal.
the joy of being right,
and its incumbent wrongs all at the same time,
the comfort of madness.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 3:25 PM UTC
Far away, across the emptiness
and unbrokeness of the desert
a thousand
pebbles are strewn,
each one begging to be picked up.
In some eastern city,
a girl and her friends
wander, and laugh, and joke,
and jump, drunk. She looks
so good tonight. Her hair
wavy and long, her eyes
a thousand different wavelengths
of blue, green, amber.
In a room,
there's a bed,
a desk,
a dresser,
a bedside table.
The girl and her friends,
wandering darkening streets,
drunk, looking for the next ****
next bottle to **** dry.
Outside his window,
the setting sun reaches out
for it's last burning grasp
of skin. Scorching all day,
now it relents, but it always leaves a mark.
There's a guy in the club,
all up on her,
and she isn't trying to push him away,
even as his lips brush her neck.
In the room, in the dark,
he goes subterranean,
spending hours staring at her feed,
at her notifications,
where she's been,
and who she's with.
The brushed lips are the first warm thing
in forever,
it seems.
Going even more subterannean,
he runs through and through
all the scenarios.
He goes back and forth
in his room,
looking for something,
looking for nothing at all.
Up.
Down.
Sit.
Stand.
Calm.
Explode.
Reassure.
Anger.
And tonight the most harrowing thing,
is those lips and the strength
of pain and sorrow.
He saw,
He saw the snapchats.
Emptied him whole,
right there,
filleted his stomach
and dropped some rocks
for his way down to the bottom.
All the rights he has now:
the right to the joy of betrayal.
the joy of being right,
and its incumbent wrongs all at the same time,
the comfort of madness.
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