I'm not as smart as you think.
Honestly, you're the only one that thinks this high of me.
I believe that one day you'll forget about your childish dreams.
But I have been through some adult things when I'm just turning seventeen.
My mom told me I growing up too fast.
I'm too tired to just chill out and relax.
I'd rather be facing problems and dealing with the facts
But how do I suppose to go forward if I keep looking back.
So you want to stay forever young
While I want to grow up and become forever strong
I want to know how it feels to stand up on my own
Instead of being treated like queen on the thrown
So I'm going out to find a place I can call home
My name will always be written in stone
I'm not talking for my health
It's about time I find myself
I never asked for anyone's help
It's not games anymore its life or death
I guess I have a testimony
Of what this has become of me
Life isn't always better when you're mourning
When you wake up smile in the morning
Not everyone wakes to the sun shining
Needless to say, this is the end of my journey
I'm returning back home back to my celestial glory.
May 2, 2016
May 2, 2016 at 9:21 AM UTC
I'm not as smart as you think.
Honestly, you're the only one that thinks this high of me.
I believe that one day you'll forget about your childish dreams.
But I have been through some adult things when I'm just turning seventeen.
My mom told me I growing up too fast.
I'm too tired to just chill out and relax.
I'd rather be facing problems and dealing with the facts
But how do I suppose to go forward if I keep looking back.
So you want to stay forever young
While I want to grow up and become forever strong
I want to know how it feels to stand up on my own
Instead of being treated like queen on the thrown
So I'm going out to find a place I can call home
My name will always be written in stone
I'm not talking for my health
It's about time I find myself
I never asked for anyone's help
It's not games anymore its life or death
I guess I have a testimony
Of what this has become of me
Life isn't always better when you're mourning
When you wake up smile in the morning
Not everyone wakes to the sun shining
Needless to say, this is the end of my journey
I'm returning back home back to my celestial glory.