It's been quite some time since I've seen my father.
He rests like the mask of a retired luchador;
a soft, withering hero's costume of my childhood.
I know I don't talk about him much;
it's not like you ever ask what he was like anyway.
My uncles and aunts who used to shine like diamonds
when talking about him, have corroded over time;
stuck in the dying art of living.
I used to be superstitious you know.
Each time I visited the cemetery
I'd make **** sure I wouldn't walk over his
grave.
I can still remember the expression his face would make
when he got angry with me.
I feel that demon seethe within when I don't get my way.
And I never, ever get my way.
So what gives?
Pay a visit, let my words rise and fall in the afternoon air;
Feel the hopelessness of communication; each word
a petal that's been torn off with no regard and roughly
placed on a half-assed craft.
At least there is a consistent mood I can depend on;
where every question remains unanswered;
a predicable outcome;
always a safe bet.
Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 2:46 AM UTC
It's been quite some time since I've seen my father.
He rests like the mask of a retired luchador;
a soft, withering hero's costume of my childhood.
I know I don't talk about him much;
it's not like you ever ask what he was like anyway.
My uncles and aunts who used to shine like diamonds
when talking about him, have corroded over time;
stuck in the dying art of living.
I used to be superstitious you know.
Each time I visited the cemetery
I'd make **** sure I wouldn't walk over his
grave.
I can still remember the expression his face would make
when he got angry with me.
I feel that demon seethe within when I don't get my way.
And I never, ever get my way.
So what gives?
Pay a visit, let my words rise and fall in the afternoon air;
Feel the hopelessness of communication; each word
a petal that's been torn off with no regard and roughly
placed on a half-assed craft.
At least there is a consistent mood I can depend on;
where every question remains unanswered;
a predicable outcome;
always a safe bet.
