I walked around you
seven times
under that canopy
and you smashed that glass
our hearts flew
and all around us
Cheers
Then moving down the line
with these mixed up mashed up
years
Three growing precious seedlings
in our shared garden
fertile soil, tender new leaves
blessings of fruit and flowers
cornucopias of sheaves
As we battled side by side
when hard times
demanded nourishing:
Little bud born before her time
now a blossom flourishing
Little man struggling with his anger
calmer in his essence
Angel child's illness
and recovery:
a blessed efflorescence
Yes this woman is thankful
appreciative beyond words
and simultaneously so weary
of always struggling to be heard
yes, deep inside
long years remaining
invisible
less and less warmth
of emotional and physical
and now, somehow
your motivation has been tossed
the way to each others' spirits
in raging heartwaves- lost
If this sacred bond
was written in fire
Baby, you have left me to burn
The only way to save myself
is to search for all I yearn
I made myself into what I thought
you wanted
Pushed my soul into a tiny box
now it simply won't stay in
and I bust open all the locks
I put out the fires
of the stars in my eyes
to try and fit your flow
in the process
lost myself in the abyss
ignoring my inner glow
Well
my darling it is time
to be released from darkness
if you will not
take my hand
if you will not
run with me
if you will not
accept my hands of help
if you will not
be willing
at all
I will walk seven times around the fire
I will smash the glass of my heart
I will pick up those pieces
and hold them up to the stars
I will be rebuilt,
taking back the constellations
I will throw them back
into the vastness
of creation
I will honor our process
before I gently, firmly,
take apart
the sweet universe
we have constructed
finishing the start
we will protect our flowers
And you will wonder
as you turn
into earthen fossil stone
Why on earth,
why in heaven's name
are you suddenly
alone
Apr 25, 2016
Apr 25, 2016 at 1:39 PM UTC
I walked around you
seven times
under that canopy
and you smashed that glass
our hearts flew
and all around us
Cheers
Then moving down the line
with these mixed up mashed up
years
Three growing precious seedlings
in our shared garden
fertile soil, tender new leaves
blessings of fruit and flowers
cornucopias of sheaves
As we battled side by side
when hard times
demanded nourishing:
Little bud born before her time
now a blossom flourishing
Little man struggling with his anger
calmer in his essence
Angel child's illness
and recovery:
a blessed efflorescence
Yes this woman is thankful
appreciative beyond words
and simultaneously so weary
of always struggling to be heard
yes, deep inside
long years remaining
invisible
less and less warmth
of emotional and physical
and now, somehow
your motivation has been tossed
the way to each others' spirits
in raging heartwaves- lost
If this sacred bond
was written in fire
Baby, you have left me to burn
The only way to save myself
is to search for all I yearn
I made myself into what I thought
you wanted
Pushed my soul into a tiny box
now it simply won't stay in
and I bust open all the locks
I put out the fires
of the stars in my eyes
to try and fit your flow
in the process
lost myself in the abyss
ignoring my inner glow
Well
my darling it is time
to be released from darkness
if you will not
take my hand
if you will not
run with me
if you will not
accept my hands of help
if you will not
be willing
at all
I will walk seven times around the fire
I will smash the glass of my heart
I will pick up those pieces
and hold them up to the stars
I will be rebuilt,
taking back the constellations
I will throw them back
into the vastness
of creation
I will honor our process
before I gently, firmly,
take apart
the sweet universe
we have constructed
finishing the start
we will protect our flowers
And you will wonder
as you turn
into earthen fossil stone
Why on earth,
why in heaven's name
are you suddenly
alone
In a Jewish wedding the bride tradionally walks seven times around her husband-to-be and at the end of the ceremony he smashes a glass wrapped in cloth and it is the most beautiful exciting part of the ceremony
I will always treasure that moment despite the emotions in this poem
