waking up silently screaming
gasping for air at the same time
wondering how it got to be this way
where sleep no longer is rest
it no longer lasts
its become something you avoid
but can avoid for only so long
before you succumb to the horrors again
reliving the worst experiences
over and over
until you begin to break
you wonder if this is how it always was
how it will always be
when the madness will end
each night is the same story
a continuous cycle
where there is no hope of it being broken
Apr 18, 2016
Apr 18, 2016 at 10:50 PM UTC
waking up silently screaming
gasping for air at the same time
wondering how it got to be this way
where sleep no longer is rest
it no longer lasts
its become something you avoid
but can avoid for only so long
before you succumb to the horrors again
reliving the worst experiences
over and over
until you begin to break
you wonder if this is how it always was
how it will always be
when the madness will end
each night is the same story
a continuous cycle
where there is no hope of it being broken
