Shaking, heart racing,
My body is out of control.
I try to start pacing,
But I've fallen down the hole.
Gnawing, so empty
My body needs its fuel,
But all this has kept me,
My body - I duel.
Eyes burning, tears falling,
I don't want no more,
The weight I am hauling,
It's at the center of my core.
I'm hurting, I'm lost,
It's never ending,
And I know the cost
Of just pretending
That this, yes this,
Is my usual day,
No kiss, no bliss,
And the nothing you say.
But I truly know,
That this is not the same,
No, what you show,
Is nothing but a game.
And I, yes I
Am stuck in its disparity,
And that is why,
My love is a rarity.
Mar 30, 2016
Mar 30, 2016 at 5:21 AM UTC
Shaking, heart racing,
My body is out of control.
I try to start pacing,
But I've fallen down the hole.
Gnawing, so empty
My body needs its fuel,
But all this has kept me,
My body - I duel.
Eyes burning, tears falling,
I don't want no more,
The weight I am hauling,
It's at the center of my core.
I'm hurting, I'm lost,
It's never ending,
And I know the cost
Of just pretending
That this, yes this,
Is my usual day,
No kiss, no bliss,
And the nothing you say.
But I truly know,
That this is not the same,
No, what you show,
Is nothing but a game.
And I, yes I
Am stuck in its disparity,
And that is why,
My love is a rarity.
