"You are not alone. There is beauty in sadness. Many run from it or treat it as something that shouldn't be. We need to feel sadness to feel joy. Your sadness is cold. Can it be made to feel warm?”
can it?
I am starting
to think
yes
realizing
everything you said
carries its own weight
in truth
without sadness
I wouldn't know joy
duality
is in
every part of this universe
from
the ever shifting
ocean
in my soul
to the massive star
we named
the sun
and
she shines
because of duality
massive
amounts of energy
bursting
pushing
to get out
the weight
of her being
crushing
pushing down
with equal
force
the suns
core
fuses
transfers
makes
something else
out of
what is inside her
her hydrogen
becoming
helium
the constant change
creating
something almost
stable
almost
predictable
one day
there will be nothing left
inside of her core
to fuse
one day
I will have nothing left
inside of my soul
to write
when there is no more
hydrogen
left
no more
passion
left
she will collapse
under the weight
of her existence
the pressure
of this alone
causes
more
change
heavier
elements
heavier
thoughts
she will swell
growing
larger
darker
intrusive
making us feel
her being
leaving us
with no where to go
but to accept
and to be
engulfed
after
there is nothing left
she will collapse
from
her giant self
overbearing
us and our neighbors
becoming
a fragment of who
she used to be
rotating
still
the passion
is gone
her life source
is gone
the light
lingers
until she has nothing left
her light
burns out
and
until time stops
she will stay
a brown
quiet
dwarf
all that's left
are her memories of
the life
she gave
to us
I hope
when it is my time
when my fuel
has become heavy
and when I engulf
those
around me
forcing
my deadly heat
onto
my
planets
that I won't collapse
into
a smaller star
into
a lesser version
of me
i want to be
big enough
that I explode
tearing
through what's left
with the beams of energy
I've stuffed inside of me
let my supernova
carry the dust
of the planet
you were
let me
push you elsewhere
farther
let me
bring new life
energy
hope
when I explode
and then
let me eat
anything
that gets too close
you will never leave
you are mine
Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 9:16 AM UTC
"You are not alone. There is beauty in sadness. Many run from it or treat it as something that shouldn't be. We need to feel sadness to feel joy. Your sadness is cold. Can it be made to feel warm?”
can it?
I am starting
to think
yes
realizing
everything you said
carries its own weight
in truth
without sadness
I wouldn't know joy
duality
is in
every part of this universe
from
the ever shifting
ocean
in my soul
to the massive star
we named
the sun
and
she shines
because of duality
massive
amounts of energy
bursting
pushing
to get out
the weight
of her being
crushing
pushing down
with equal
force
the suns
core
fuses
transfers
makes
something else
out of
what is inside her
her hydrogen
becoming
helium
the constant change
creating
something almost
stable
almost
predictable
one day
there will be nothing left
inside of her core
to fuse
one day
I will have nothing left
inside of my soul
to write
when there is no more
hydrogen
left
no more
passion
left
she will collapse
under the weight
of her existence
the pressure
of this alone
causes
more
change
heavier
elements
heavier
thoughts
she will swell
growing
larger
darker
intrusive
making us feel
her being
leaving us
with no where to go
but to accept
and to be
engulfed
after
there is nothing left
she will collapse
from
her giant self
overbearing
us and our neighbors
becoming
a fragment of who
she used to be
rotating
still
the passion
is gone
her life source
is gone
the light
lingers
until she has nothing left
her light
burns out
and
until time stops
she will stay
a brown
quiet
dwarf
all that's left
are her memories of
the life
she gave
to us
I hope
when it is my time
when my fuel
has become heavy
and when I engulf
those
around me
forcing
my deadly heat
onto
my
planets
that I won't collapse
into
a smaller star
into
a lesser version
of me
i want to be
big enough
that I explode
tearing
through what's left
with the beams of energy
I've stuffed inside of me
let my supernova
carry the dust
of the planet
you were
let me
push you elsewhere
farther
let me
bring new life
energy
hope
when I explode
and then
let me eat
anything
that gets too close
you will never leave
you are mine