And I've fallen.
So hard.
I've hit the ground.
Gone right through it.
Never
In my life
Have I felt this.
Nothing like this.
I've felt shame
And cowardice,
Weakness
And strength.
I've known terror
And indifference,
Self-hate
And general disgust.
I've seen things
That cannot be
Unseen.
And yet
I've known nothing
Like this terrible,
Horrible,
Paralyzing feeling.
I feel crippled.
Desperate
And out of control.
And it keeps getting worse.
Every day
I feel sick.
Empty
And somehow aching.
Live is a
Heartless *******
I'm driving myself
Insane.
Feb 6, 2016
Feb 6, 2016 at 4:57 PM UTC
And I've fallen.
So hard.
I've hit the ground.
Gone right through it.
Never
In my life
Have I felt this.
Nothing like this.
I've felt shame
And cowardice,
Weakness
And strength.
I've known terror
And indifference,
Self-hate
And general disgust.
I've seen things
That cannot be
Unseen.
And yet
I've known nothing
Like this terrible,
Horrible,
Paralyzing feeling.
I feel crippled.
Desperate
And out of control.
And it keeps getting worse.
Every day
I feel sick.
Empty
And somehow aching.
Live is a
Heartless *******
I'm driving myself
Insane.
These are words from the book Destroy me by Tahereh Mafi