I’m sorry mom
Sorry for the times I pushed you away
For the days that I hated you
And for the tears I caused you
I’m not the daughter you wanted
I am sorry for the nights I made you hate yourself
For the lonely nights
All you wanted was to be by my side
I don’t know how to be what you need
I don’t talk about my feelings
I don’t show emotion
I promise I’m not heartless
I’ve learned to guard my heart
Not just from you but everyone
So please don’t take it to heart
I am just falling apart
Maybe my blood is too hot
Maybe I have a brain disease
Maybe I have a disorder
But for now you’re just gonna have to take my word
You tried so hard to be there
You were all in
But I wasn’t
I’m sorry mom for all the wounds I left on your heart.
Feb 3, 2016
Feb 3, 2016 at 2:43 PM UTC
I’m sorry mom
Sorry for the times I pushed you away
For the days that I hated you
And for the tears I caused you
I’m not the daughter you wanted
I am sorry for the nights I made you hate yourself
For the lonely nights
All you wanted was to be by my side
I don’t know how to be what you need
I don’t talk about my feelings
I don’t show emotion
I promise I’m not heartless
I’ve learned to guard my heart
Not just from you but everyone
So please don’t take it to heart
I am just falling apart
Maybe my blood is too hot
Maybe I have a brain disease
Maybe I have a disorder
But for now you’re just gonna have to take my word
You tried so hard to be there
You were all in
But I wasn’t
I’m sorry mom for all the wounds I left on your heart.
