Hi from the plane,
Vienna again.
Thinking of how I caused so much pain.
To myself I confess
That I’m feeling the stress
Wondering if that’s now my life, more or less.
All day on the phone
And yet, so alone,
Staying so busy, no time to atone
Am I free at last?
It all went so fast.
Is this what I wanted? To destroy our past?
I still can’t believe
I could finally leave
I don’t even know if I’ll get a reprieve.
I feel like I’ve been fired
So terribly tired
And all for a myth about being inspired.
Now here while I fly,
Around me just sky,
I know I need time just to understand why.
If I died today
While running away
I ponder the things I’d have wanted to say
If this is the end
Unable to mend
I’d want you to know that you’re my best friend
I know you and care for you, think of you still.
I’ve loved you. I love you. I always will.
Dec 30, 2015
Dec 30, 2015 at 4:47 AM UTC
Hi from the plane,
Vienna again.
Thinking of how I caused so much pain.
To myself I confess
That I’m feeling the stress
Wondering if that’s now my life, more or less.
All day on the phone
And yet, so alone,
Staying so busy, no time to atone
Am I free at last?
It all went so fast.
Is this what I wanted? To destroy our past?
I still can’t believe
I could finally leave
I don’t even know if I’ll get a reprieve.
I feel like I’ve been fired
So terribly tired
And all for a myth about being inspired.
Now here while I fly,
Around me just sky,
I know I need time just to understand why.
If I died today
While running away
I ponder the things I’d have wanted to say
If this is the end
Unable to mend
I’d want you to know that you’re my best friend
I know you and care for you, think of you still.
I’ve loved you. I love you. I always will.
