I love to learn.
I love lessons.
You have taught me the most important one I gotten in a while.
Hurting someone you love is all the more possible,
all the more probable,
than strangers or villains
Because betrayal cannot exist
without first placing trust.
I can't even say It was hard to build our trust.
Though the weight of trust is a heavy one to bear.
We're only human.
But now, I'm as wary as a cat.
As frightened as an infant torn from his mothers side.
I'm learning. Alone.
With you.
Trying to swallow this lesson.
Forgiving you
is easier than leaving you
this I know for sure,
and that scares me more.
Should I give you up? Should I give this up?
My gut says no. **** no.
But my mind won't forget.
I wish I could forget.
I can't say that it's easy
to look into your eyes.
but harder so to resist your kiss.
Our innocence has faded.
but my love has not.
We're all too human.
Your hands, still soft, leave bruises on my skin. On my heart.
This lesson
etched deep
Im learning.
Dec 4, 2015
Dec 4, 2015 at 10:15 AM UTC
I love to learn.
I love lessons.
You have taught me the most important one I gotten in a while.
Hurting someone you love is all the more possible,
all the more probable,
than strangers or villains
Because betrayal cannot exist
without first placing trust.
I can't even say It was hard to build our trust.
Though the weight of trust is a heavy one to bear.
We're only human.
But now, I'm as wary as a cat.
As frightened as an infant torn from his mothers side.
I'm learning. Alone.
With you.
Trying to swallow this lesson.
Forgiving you
is easier than leaving you
this I know for sure,
and that scares me more.
Should I give you up? Should I give this up?
My gut says no. **** no.
But my mind won't forget.
I wish I could forget.
I can't say that it's easy
to look into your eyes.
but harder so to resist your kiss.
Our innocence has faded.
but my love has not.
We're all too human.
Your hands, still soft, leave bruises on my skin. On my heart.
This lesson
etched deep
Im learning.
