Raw
egg whites cling
to your hands,
you won’t wash them away,
the smell of dish soap
still tastes like flinching
away from your mother
the first time you cursed
and she tried
to clean you.
The back of the bottle
says Dawn is just a base,
with a mild pH,
if swallowed, simply
dilute
by downing water.
You won’t wash your
hands by drowning.
They are still soft
from rolling dough
in sugar,
the whites retaining
everything you touch,
cinnamon and nutmeg,
cardamom and clove,
everything warm
you learned from her,
the command of the kitchen,
the heat of your skin
under her quick palm,
the heat that concentrates
in the steam
of the boiling water,
black tea,
and you burn your lip
and your mother kisses it
and you gasp in the smoke
with your chai-stained lungs
and you hug her
with your nutmeg hands
to which every spice has clung.
Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 11:05 AM UTC
Raw
egg whites cling
to your hands,
you won’t wash them away,
the smell of dish soap
still tastes like flinching
away from your mother
the first time you cursed
and she tried
to clean you.
The back of the bottle
says Dawn is just a base,
with a mild pH,
if swallowed, simply
dilute
by downing water.
You won’t wash your
hands by drowning.
They are still soft
from rolling dough
in sugar,
the whites retaining
everything you touch,
cinnamon and nutmeg,
cardamom and clove,
everything warm
you learned from her,
the command of the kitchen,
the heat of your skin
under her quick palm,
the heat that concentrates
in the steam
of the boiling water,
black tea,
and you burn your lip
and your mother kisses it
and you gasp in the smoke
with your chai-stained lungs
and you hug her
with your nutmeg hands
to which every spice has clung.
