Vain I know
I just can't let go
Money that hard to earn
Each day some of it I'd burned
Creating my own clouds
To have strength to join the crowd
When I was a kid, I am too shy
Finally slain my demon of shyness and fly
It started by only feeding my ignorance
Just a single try I've said to my conscience
Seems helping me to have courage in a way
So once, twice, trice until dozen a day
My dear ones begged me to stop
I've tried a lot of times, but I just can't drop
Just like a vampire to blood I crave
To **** the beast of addiction I am not that brave
I am so ****** up now
I am targeting myself with my own bow
A poison I've known from the start
But still I keep it near to my very heart
Written: December 27, 2014
Mysterious Aries
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 9:29 PM UTC
Vain I know
I just can't let go
Money that hard to earn
Each day some of it I'd burned
Creating my own clouds
To have strength to join the crowd
When I was a kid, I am too shy
Finally slain my demon of shyness and fly
It started by only feeding my ignorance
Just a single try I've said to my conscience
Seems helping me to have courage in a way
So once, twice, trice until dozen a day
My dear ones begged me to stop
I've tried a lot of times, but I just can't drop
Just like a vampire to blood I crave
To **** the beast of addiction I am not that brave
I am so ****** up now
I am targeting myself with my own bow
A poison I've known from the start
But still I keep it near to my very heart
Written: December 27, 2014
Mysterious Aries
Addiction comes from a different form... How can I enlighten people to stop the ways that aren't good for them, when I can't simply discontinue mine...
