I moved to this town
fifty-four years ago
to live in a house that
was a two and a half
bedroom half a double
with two parents and
six siblings in a
welter of tumultuous
chaos and disarray.
Being the oldest, I
hated the confused
congestion and constant
bickering and fled
at every opportunity
to the houses of
friends who had their
own rooms, enough to eat,
and even peace and quiet.
At seventeen, having
graduated from high school
(barely), I was out
the door in a heartbeat
and on to hippiedom,
Europe, the middle east
the draft, drugs, Vietnam,
marriage and my own life.
Now, forty-seven years
later, I live in a small
apartment in the other half
of that same double house
with only a cat.
My parents are departed.
Strangers own their half.
It is quiet and serene
and all mine.
Forty-seven
years of running to end up
a foot from where I began.
Even Odysseus couldn't
compete with that feat.
I enjoy living here now.
It is everything it
wasn't when I was a kid.
Still, the irony would
be apparent to an idiot.
Forty-seven years of
running in a circle.
Life, not so much a
journey as eternal return.
~mce
Oct 21, 2015
Oct 21, 2015 at 10:31 AM UTC
I moved to this town
fifty-four years ago
to live in a house that
was a two and a half
bedroom half a double
with two parents and
six siblings in a
welter of tumultuous
chaos and disarray.
Being the oldest, I
hated the confused
congestion and constant
bickering and fled
at every opportunity
to the houses of
friends who had their
own rooms, enough to eat,
and even peace and quiet.
At seventeen, having
graduated from high school
(barely), I was out
the door in a heartbeat
and on to hippiedom,
Europe, the middle east
the draft, drugs, Vietnam,
marriage and my own life.
Now, forty-seven years
later, I live in a small
apartment in the other half
of that same double house
with only a cat.
My parents are departed.
Strangers own their half.
It is quiet and serene
and all mine.
Forty-seven
years of running to end up
a foot from where I began.
Even Odysseus couldn't
compete with that feat.
I enjoy living here now.
It is everything it
wasn't when I was a kid.
Still, the irony would
be apparent to an idiot.
Forty-seven years of
running in a circle.
Life, not so much a
journey as eternal return.
~mce
