I don’t know why I don’t love you like I used to.
Time has passed and I feel less and less strongly.
And you say you haven’t changed
But maybe that’s the problem.
I feel like I’ve changed,
I’m not exactly sure who I am right now,
Not that I’ve ever felt very sure.
I feel like I don’t know anything.
This no longer feels exciting.
I no longer feel like you’re helping me grow,
I no longer feel like you’re part of what helps me
Be me.
I feel like I’m shedding this skin,
And you’re still wearing the one you were nine months ago.
It feels rough to my new skin,
Makes me itch,
Makes me restless.
I don’t know why I don’t love you like I used to.
Maybe I’m not the same me I used to be.
I’m looking ahead,
And you’re still looking at me.
Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 12:14 AM UTC
I don’t know why I don’t love you like I used to.
Time has passed and I feel less and less strongly.
And you say you haven’t changed
But maybe that’s the problem.
I feel like I’ve changed,
I’m not exactly sure who I am right now,
Not that I’ve ever felt very sure.
I feel like I don’t know anything.
This no longer feels exciting.
I no longer feel like you’re helping me grow,
I no longer feel like you’re part of what helps me
Be me.
I feel like I’m shedding this skin,
And you’re still wearing the one you were nine months ago.
It feels rough to my new skin,
Makes me itch,
Makes me restless.
I don’t know why I don’t love you like I used to.
Maybe I’m not the same me I used to be.
I’m looking ahead,
And you’re still looking at me.
I've fallen out of love with someone I hold very dear, who I care very much about, and I can't nail down why. I'm lost, I'm angry, and I just wish I knew what was going on.