What I find the most out landing
Is the way you left me standing
In the tears you let me shed
Alone at night in my own bed
It’s funny, you see
How YOU got the best of me
And every day I try to think
About what I saw inside that wink
And when I come to think about it
There isn’t a thing I miss one bit
Because you ignored me for your friends
And the hurting would never end
Because you always told me you fought
And soon it then became a thought
That maybe you really were trying
Maybe you weren’t lying
But during this manipulation
I also had some fluctuation
With all of my different moods
And what could count for food
But I refused to see
That you couldn’t be the one for me
Because as you’d always say
You would never run away
Please take notice
As I choke this
Rhyme onto these pages
I’m done paying my wages
To a ‘man’ who couldn’t be
Or grow up enough to see
That love was not a game
And I was not one to tame
I give him credit, he did try
But when the tears came to my eyes
He wasn’t strong enough to lift
The pieces as my mind fell adrift
Don’t get me wrong though
I wish there’d be no awkward hellos
Or shifted glances
But I’ll take my chances
On taking initiative
Hell, I’ve already forgived
Because I now know it wasn’t made to be
It just took awhile for me to see
Finally, I can now move on
I am no longer your pawn
So king me
Cause I am free
Oct 26, 2011
Oct 26, 2011 at 11:46 PM UTC
What I find the most out landing
Is the way you left me standing
In the tears you let me shed
Alone at night in my own bed
It’s funny, you see
How YOU got the best of me
And every day I try to think
About what I saw inside that wink
And when I come to think about it
There isn’t a thing I miss one bit
Because you ignored me for your friends
And the hurting would never end
Because you always told me you fought
And soon it then became a thought
That maybe you really were trying
Maybe you weren’t lying
But during this manipulation
I also had some fluctuation
With all of my different moods
And what could count for food
But I refused to see
That you couldn’t be the one for me
Because as you’d always say
You would never run away
Please take notice
As I choke this
Rhyme onto these pages
I’m done paying my wages
To a ‘man’ who couldn’t be
Or grow up enough to see
That love was not a game
And I was not one to tame
I give him credit, he did try
But when the tears came to my eyes
He wasn’t strong enough to lift
The pieces as my mind fell adrift
Don’t get me wrong though
I wish there’d be no awkward hellos
Or shifted glances
But I’ll take my chances
On taking initiative
Hell, I’ve already forgived
Because I now know it wasn’t made to be
It just took awhile for me to see
Finally, I can now move on
I am no longer your pawn
So king me
Cause I am free
