I'm ignored put aside
like I don't matter
might as well hide
no longer there is laughter
all there is,
silence
I feel as if I'm drifting
farther and farther away
no longer does she want to talk
sort her thoughts out with me
she just keeps her distance.
Every time I try
to talk to her I'm either
shunned of shut out
there's no more I miss you.
All I get now is
silence
silence so dull
silence so painful
silence so excruciating
It's good now
my eyes are open
to what I have
a glow that came from no where
for I was blinded by the lust
For never did I know
that she was who I loved
it took her to show me
who I cared about most
Never did it occur to me
that it was her,
her alone made me
see that I'm worth it
That all my demons can be fought
that all my anguish
that all my fear
can be conquered
that I can again
be happy and loved
and that maybe she'll love me still
even with my darkest secret.
Sep 28, 2015
Sep 28, 2015 at 1:46 AM UTC
I'm ignored put aside
like I don't matter
might as well hide
no longer there is laughter
all there is,
silence
I feel as if I'm drifting
farther and farther away
no longer does she want to talk
sort her thoughts out with me
she just keeps her distance.
Every time I try
to talk to her I'm either
shunned of shut out
there's no more I miss you.
All I get now is
silence
silence so dull
silence so painful
silence so excruciating
It's good now
my eyes are open
to what I have
a glow that came from no where
for I was blinded by the lust
For never did I know
that she was who I loved
it took her to show me
who I cared about most
Never did it occur to me
that it was her,
her alone made me
see that I'm worth it
That all my demons can be fought
that all my anguish
that all my fear
can be conquered
that I can again
be happy and loved
and that maybe she'll love me still
even with my darkest secret.
