Today is the day I will live, or I will die
Today I traveled to await the outcome of my life
Today is scarier than yesterday that's for sure
Today could be my last
Today I might seem a little dramatic to you
Today to you might be just like yesterday
Today for me though, has been looming around the corner for so long
Today has finally come, and isn't going to be like any other today
Today the reality of existence for me sinks in
Today I will go to sleep and I hope I will wake up
Today I am tired, I am alone, I am scared
Today's sleep will be long either way
Today I am definitely unprepared
Today is something we will all one day face
Today doesn't feel easier just because it happens to us all
Today is, without a doubt, my Alpha, or my Omega
Today will be the first chapter of new beginnings, or the final chapter of an old tale
Today I feel like I haven't done enough with my life
Today regret and fear runs through my mind like wildfire
Today I promise myself If I make it through, today and everyday after will be treated more sacred
Today I am telling myself lies just to get through today
Today I contemplate death. I contemplate prayer I contemplate afterlife I contemplate heaven and I contemplate hell
Today isn't a day I wish upon anyone
Today wouldn't be so bad
If only I knew
Tomorrow would come
Sep 16, 2015
Sep 16, 2015 at 4:57 PM UTC
Today is the day I will live, or I will die
Today I traveled to await the outcome of my life
Today is scarier than yesterday that's for sure
Today could be my last
Today I might seem a little dramatic to you
Today to you might be just like yesterday
Today for me though, has been looming around the corner for so long
Today has finally come, and isn't going to be like any other today
Today the reality of existence for me sinks in
Today I will go to sleep and I hope I will wake up
Today I am tired, I am alone, I am scared
Today's sleep will be long either way
Today I am definitely unprepared
Today is something we will all one day face
Today doesn't feel easier just because it happens to us all
Today is, without a doubt, my Alpha, or my Omega
Today will be the first chapter of new beginnings, or the final chapter of an old tale
Today I feel like I haven't done enough with my life
Today regret and fear runs through my mind like wildfire
Today I promise myself If I make it through, today and everyday after will be treated more sacred
Today I am telling myself lies just to get through today
Today I contemplate death. I contemplate prayer I contemplate afterlife I contemplate heaven and I contemplate hell
Today isn't a day I wish upon anyone
Today wouldn't be so bad
If only I knew
Tomorrow would come
Going in for surgery tomorrow. Pretty ******* scared I will die. I've told no one who knows me this feeling. It felt easier to tell it to random strangers.
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