It’s with me now
Like never before
It makes not a sound
But to secrecy I swore
History I try to forget
Forever haunts my soul
Everyday, hidden secrets
It’s what they don’t know
I’m left to drown
In cold and unforgiving stillness
Sin has pushed me down
Mercy has shown me no access
Oh what’s to lose,
That’s to give
Internally abused
Wanting not to live
Attempt to rise an inch
Expect to fall for eternity
Making sure not to wince
I hide away my security
My future is unfolding
Yesterday I denied
Engraved in gold
Is guilt I try to hide
Oct 14, 2011
Oct 14, 2011 at 10:08 PM UTC
It’s with me now
Like never before
It makes not a sound
But to secrecy I swore
History I try to forget
Forever haunts my soul
Everyday, hidden secrets
It’s what they don’t know
I’m left to drown
In cold and unforgiving stillness
Sin has pushed me down
Mercy has shown me no access
Oh what’s to lose,
That’s to give
Internally abused
Wanting not to live
Attempt to rise an inch
Expect to fall for eternity
Making sure not to wince
I hide away my security
My future is unfolding
Yesterday I denied
Engraved in gold
Is guilt I try to hide