Finding inner strength is hard
That is to say,
when my eyes are tired
and I'm perpetually bored with everything
that might be the possibility
of some sort of
unforseen progression,
I lose any words
to hold in the moment
with something you might conceed
to understand.
Sand me down with your selfish demands
and gritty hands
after two days past
when you should've cleaned up a bit.
Maybe in late summer
the rag **** will swirl about
and I'll say I have
an allergy headache
and maybe that's why
I'm congested
and mildly depressed
and sure, maybe
that's it
or maybe
it's because of all the cigarettes.
Don't hate me if I don't answer
I've just found something new
to captivate my attention
for the moments when we part.
The tension of what's expected
hangs thick in incense smoke
and anticipation.
I'm migrating into something misplaced
and full of consternation.
C.e.M. August 16, 2015
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 7:53 PM UTC
Finding inner strength is hard
That is to say,
when my eyes are tired
and I'm perpetually bored with everything
that might be the possibility
of some sort of
unforseen progression,
I lose any words
to hold in the moment
with something you might conceed
to understand.
Sand me down with your selfish demands
and gritty hands
after two days past
when you should've cleaned up a bit.
Maybe in late summer
the rag **** will swirl about
and I'll say I have
an allergy headache
and maybe that's why
I'm congested
and mildly depressed
and sure, maybe
that's it
or maybe
it's because of all the cigarettes.
Don't hate me if I don't answer
I've just found something new
to captivate my attention
for the moments when we part.
The tension of what's expected
hangs thick in incense smoke
and anticipation.
I'm migrating into something misplaced
and full of consternation.
C.e.M. August 16, 2015
