There is a burning in my chest
a deep feeling creeping up
that i can't deny.
is it coming back?
this awful superstition
this paranoia of sorts.
has all sanity in my mind disappeared
and my epiphany an illusion
is sanity real?
or is sanity the dream
and crazy is the me
the you
the great ******* spectacular anything
and everything
that you and i desire?
am i the one whose heart and whose very soul
depend on this fire?
why do people exaggerate every part of their being
to seem intellectual, mystical, and care about
everything?
why should you?
why should i?
we can sit on the rooftop of this parking garage
and watch this whole ******* city go to ****
and have each a bottle of cheap wine
laugh and reminisce
about the old times
where we never knew each other
and how we wish we did
how we are so alike
and dream about a hypothetical kid
and how she would be
or how everything could be perfect between you and me
and then it would happen
but what would happen?
would we be everything we imagined?
or would we be the same as the city?
Sep 24, 2011
Sep 24, 2011 at 4:29 AM UTC
There is a burning in my chest
a deep feeling creeping up
that i can't deny.
is it coming back?
this awful superstition
this paranoia of sorts.
has all sanity in my mind disappeared
and my epiphany an illusion
is sanity real?
or is sanity the dream
and crazy is the me
the you
the great ******* spectacular anything
and everything
that you and i desire?
am i the one whose heart and whose very soul
depend on this fire?
why do people exaggerate every part of their being
to seem intellectual, mystical, and care about
everything?
why should you?
why should i?
we can sit on the rooftop of this parking garage
and watch this whole ******* city go to ****
and have each a bottle of cheap wine
laugh and reminisce
about the old times
where we never knew each other
and how we wish we did
how we are so alike
and dream about a hypothetical kid
and how she would be
or how everything could be perfect between you and me
and then it would happen
but what would happen?
would we be everything we imagined?
or would we be the same as the city?
