A great, big fish, slapped
out on the ice. Rainbow
skin, and the smell of seawater.
I sit
and chat with the fishmonger.
Four kilos of salmon or herring,
for chowder, or something.
I keep finding drugs in my bra.
I'm not even sure
how they get there. I told a boy
how I felt. He got scared, and he ran,
but then he came back
like they usually do.
My boss makes me tired.
This town makes me tired.
I'm getting ***** looks from a pregnant girl
because I slept with the father
of her unborn child.
And I can't even blame her.
This town is a cesspit.
A melting black hole of *******
ecstasy, Guinness and cheap cocktails.
It smells of cigarette smoke
and no one uses condoms.
I'll be going back to school soon.
A different world where books are cool,
where drugs aren't glamorous
and tobacco is stupid.
Xanax is my new best friend,
it numbs me to dish-washing,
fish shopping, coke sniffing,
********
and hopeless despair.
Get me out of here.
Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 6:57 AM UTC
A great, big fish, slapped
out on the ice. Rainbow
skin, and the smell of seawater.
I sit
and chat with the fishmonger.
Four kilos of salmon or herring,
for chowder, or something.
I keep finding drugs in my bra.
I'm not even sure
how they get there. I told a boy
how I felt. He got scared, and he ran,
but then he came back
like they usually do.
My boss makes me tired.
This town makes me tired.
I'm getting ***** looks from a pregnant girl
because I slept with the father
of her unborn child.
And I can't even blame her.
This town is a cesspit.
A melting black hole of *******
ecstasy, Guinness and cheap cocktails.
It smells of cigarette smoke
and no one uses condoms.
I'll be going back to school soon.
A different world where books are cool,
where drugs aren't glamorous
and tobacco is stupid.
Xanax is my new best friend,
it numbs me to dish-washing,
fish shopping, coke sniffing,
********
and hopeless despair.
Get me out of here.
