"Suicide..."
They whisper to me...
*"You are out of Time...
Don't you see..."*
Have I lost My Sanity?
I've been bullied...
Since grade three...
"Take the Knife..."
They ordered me...
*"Slit your throat...
Then you can leave...
From this world,
Eternally..."*
"DON'T!"
She calls to me...
But...
She doesn't know...
"Run it through..."
They persuaded me...
*"Let it loose,
Set it Free...
Forget about your...
Quandaries..."*
They've...convinced me...
*"We know how you feel...
You are lost...
You are...
Suffering..."*
"Run away...
I Sing to me...
"From The Problems...
They've bestowed on me...
Just take the knife...
And let it be...
I don't Need...
This Family..."
"Don't listen to them..."
She pleas...
I look at the girl...In front of me...
Her soul--Empty...
Her eyes--Bleak...
Crying an Endless-Tearless Sea...
Staring back...My reflection speaks...
"I've given up...
Mentally...
My heart is tired...
Emotionally..."
She asks...
**"Giving up...
Means They win...
Is this worth their heartless grins?
Think of why...
You've survived their sins..."**
They laughed and hissed...
"Don't listen..."
But...
I've survived their sins...
Survived so far...
Because of The Reasons...
They are furious...
*"Have you lost your Sanity?
She is Crazy...
Don't you see?"*
They drown her out with their screams...
***"Take the Knife!
TAKE YOUR LEAVE!
WE DON'T NEED YOUR IDENTITY!"***
"Shut Up!"
I cry in angered screams...
"Why should I care?
You mean nothing to me!
You are nothing but Insanity!
Pressure! Depression! Anxiety!"
"Somebody...
Help Me..."
I wanted to live...
To continue to thrive...
Live a life full of fun...
And to say I've survived...
I've wanted to experience...
My future that awaits...
The day I'll make a difference...
And overcome my hate...
But...
I can't...anymore...
I lost my voice...
Since grade four...
My mind is something...
I never Speak...
People are creating...
My Identity...
I suffer from...
Anxiety...
I sometimes believe...
I've lost Sanity...
Depression still Stays with me...
But I'm still here...
And I survived...
I came back stronger
I Revived...
And now I'm Chasing
After My Dream...
Of becoming someone...
That I want to be...
Jun 26, 2015
Jun 26, 2015 at 1:37 PM UTC
"Suicide..."
They whisper to me...
*"You are out of Time...
Don't you see..."*
Have I lost My Sanity?
I've been bullied...
Since grade three...
"Take the Knife..."
They ordered me...
*"Slit your throat...
Then you can leave...
From this world,
Eternally..."*
"DON'T!"
She calls to me...
But...
She doesn't know...
"Run it through..."
They persuaded me...
*"Let it loose,
Set it Free...
Forget about your...
Quandaries..."*
They've...convinced me...
*"We know how you feel...
You are lost...
You are...
Suffering..."*
"Run away...
I Sing to me...
"From The Problems...
They've bestowed on me...
Just take the knife...
And let it be...
I don't Need...
This Family..."
"Don't listen to them..."
She pleas...
I look at the girl...In front of me...
Her soul--Empty...
Her eyes--Bleak...
Crying an Endless-Tearless Sea...
Staring back...My reflection speaks...
"I've given up...
Mentally...
My heart is tired...
Emotionally..."
She asks...
**"Giving up...
Means They win...
Is this worth their heartless grins?
Think of why...
You've survived their sins..."**
They laughed and hissed...
"Don't listen..."
But...
I've survived their sins...
Survived so far...
Because of The Reasons...
They are furious...
*"Have you lost your Sanity?
She is Crazy...
Don't you see?"*
They drown her out with their screams...
***"Take the Knife!
TAKE YOUR LEAVE!
WE DON'T NEED YOUR IDENTITY!"***
"Shut Up!"
I cry in angered screams...
"Why should I care?
You mean nothing to me!
You are nothing but Insanity!
Pressure! Depression! Anxiety!"
"Somebody...
Help Me..."
I wanted to live...
To continue to thrive...
Live a life full of fun...
And to say I've survived...
I've wanted to experience...
My future that awaits...
The day I'll make a difference...
And overcome my hate...
But...
I can't...anymore...
I lost my voice...
Since grade four...
My mind is something...
I never Speak...
People are creating...
My Identity...
I suffer from...
Anxiety...
I sometimes believe...
I've lost Sanity...
Depression still Stays with me...
But I'm still here...
And I survived...
I came back stronger
I Revived...
And now I'm Chasing
After My Dream...
Of becoming someone...
That I want to be...
